An unlikely subject.
Friday, December 29, 2006
I don’t want to miss anybody.
I’m getting ready to leave.
Don’t want to countdown the days anymore.
Thanks to all you guys.
Flashbacks.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Messed up feelings. For two days.
I was looking forward to the end but now...
Good things happen. They really do. But it seems like it wasn't good enough.
I keep telling myself that this really is the way things were supposed to turn out but who am I kidding?
"Have a good weekend."
Thanks. You too.
Please don't tell me that's the last of it.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Pensive young one.
I've given up, on giving up slowly
I'm blending in, so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know, to live, you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while, you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go, I promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I've given up, on doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
You showed me the way, and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
And the while, you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go, I promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake, yeah
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained, and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for You to do what you can with me
But I can't ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while, you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go, I promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape
-Relient K
Be My Escape